It was fairly obvious that we had a deficit in our monthly budget (Hello! I kept on selling stocks and taking out credit card loans on a regular basis just to keep up with the bills), but I wasn't really sure exactly how much that deficit was. To be perfectly honest though, I think I was mostly just scared to know how much in the red we were every month.
But I sucked it up and crunched the numbers, and, like what usually happens when you face your fears, it wasn't as bad as I thought. Our deficit was Php14,500.